Emilia:

Okay I'm a bit annoyed.
One thing I keep running into, is people telling me I'm lying.
Like... What the hell? Why would I lie that I'm crazy, complicate my own life and the lives of people I care about? It just doesn't make any sense to me. Do you people lie about something similar so you think everyone around you is lying? Paranoid much?

People use as 'proof' the fact that I can talk with the other headmates. Like I'm not supposed to be able to do that.
So... You are a professional at this? Do you have DID?
Sorry I truly am annoyed... In Finnish: Vituttaa.

I haven't found any scientific text that says person with DID can't talk to the other personalities. And if that's the fact, maybe I have something else than DID?
The human brain is so complex and actually able to do anything. Maybe when I was a child, I was alone and I needed someone to talk to, in addition to someone to protect me. So maybe my brain created someone I can talk to when I'm not 'out'. I've accepted long ago that human brain can never be fully understood. At least not during our lives. Maybe in a thousand years if humans are still alive.

In a more positive news:
WE HAVE A DOG!
It's name is Natasha and it's a mix of many different breeds. She's one year old and very kind, doesn't bark and walks well on a leash. Still needs some house training (it pees inside during nights) and she's perfect.
Also. I've been out a lot because I'm dating now :3
And I am very very happy about it and aldkjalfjga
She brings me so much joy and now that I'm talking about her, I miss her. (I'm visiting my cousin)
Well, I'll see her tomorrow<3
Bye bye people!
I'll go write to the Finnish blog now:
www.notaloneinsidefin.blogspot.com